Cinder (Lesser Shapeshift) Exceptional success
Gaius rocked silently on her forearm as they walked, nothing to say as the hunger gnawed at him. Dimly he remembered his days as a young Strix, where it was near impossible to resist the pull of needing to feed and draw others' essence into himself. It had not been mere hunger, not like a human understood it, but a swelling pit of nothingness that needed to be filled with what humanity considered most taboo, and nothing else would suffice.
After two millennia, the hunger felt the same, pressing down on his body in a way that was impossible to ignore, but he had honed himself in the thousands and more years to not give in to it like the ravening beast he had the potential to be. It ruined such a reliable food source otherwise, so Gaius took the role of a hunter who only took what he needed and did not indulge.
In moments of pressure, such lofty ideas still stayed his hand even as Gaius' mind focused on the solid, steady heartbeat of the human that carried him. If a bird could salivate, he would, feeling the gentle give of the flesh of the arm underneath his claws. How easy it would be to dig in and rip the flesh so he could devour what he needed. But there was already an easy solution, which made the thoughts intrusive little urges that could not come to pass.
So as Dune carried them into the woods, the speckled sunlight peeking through the canopy in its early morning light, the Strix waited, hungry and anticipating. When she crouched and lowered her arm, Gaius gently extricated himself from his perch, careful with his thinning, wicked claws so he would not tear at her. She spoke of scarves, but the Strix was focused on the sound of the rush of blood, her heart pumping her pulse, as he circled behind her.
Situated behind her, Gaius forced his transformation, painful but necessary, the flutter of feathers and shifting fabric before he was again human behind her. Although not quite human, his skin was rougher, with tight groupings of pins where feathers were growing and other spots where the black feathers had already erupted in his hair and around his hairline, on his hands.
The hunger pressed down, and Gaius lifted his hands to settle on her shoulders from behind her, murmuring a hollow,
“Noli pugnare,” and intended to lift a hand to cover her eyes if she did not do it herself.
Luck 1/4
Trans. Don't fight.